troubled.
this is really a year of breaking up.
couples around me are breaking up one by one.
everyone's feeling so hurt.
what is the freaking problem man..... =(
linkin's breaking up with his girl.
xue is breaking up with her guy.
vernon broke with his girls..
deshun broke with bishan.
kelvin and his girl.
priscilla broke with her girl.
kenny broke with his girl.
jofri broke up with his girl.
joyna and her guy.
audrey and her guy.
my guy and i.
hahas. the list doesnt stop here.. it continues..
terrible terrible.. where is the guardian of love??
i wonder if these couples would patch up..
and i wonder if my guy and i can be together again.
i loved him.. and i love him..
i dont wanna do without him.. but..
why isnt he willing to just be weak, for once...
and tell me he needs me again?
just once more, will do.....
i need him, i really do... `
well. its wednesday today.
and turning thursday in 9 minutes.
and soon, thursday will be over..
and comes friday... and i hope friday never comes..
though he'd be fetching me from work..
though i know i'd be happy seeing him after so long..
but i really dread going to work..
im very tired, very very tired and sick..
thinking that i've to go work.. im kinda turn off.
i somehow wanna quit cos the work isnt enjoyable.
but for money sake, i think im perservering.
i gotta prove to him im not giving up so easily..
that refers to my job, my studies and him...
i will perservere.. gambate~!!
though i once wanted time to pass faster..
though i once wanted holidays to come soon..
but i really hope time would slow down..
and time would stop and turn back...
there are too many things i've done wrong..
too many things i'm regretting now..
i really hope...
hope that i can have one last chance to change everything...
i miss him.

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